how it ought to be, if not how it is: how it feels is more important than how it looks is it real? There is nothing else for it to be I do not acknowledge your authority but neither do I challenge it the power imbalance between us makes that wise to whom it may concern, […]
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for every truth
For every truth, there is an equal and opposite truth; every truth is faced by a scurvy awful lie which from its own point of view is just a truth denied the happier you become the more push needs come to shove the more hatred in your heart, the more all you need is love […]
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There can be said to be a beginning and end when one chooses a particular point of time and calls it ‘the beginning, and another point ‘the end’. After adding on an expanding labyrinth of reasons, meanings, rules, expectations, laws and judgments about the nature of time, the nature of humanity and the right place […]
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You can think about what you wantto make a happy youbut don’t go thinking aboutwhat to say or think or doYou can make up your realitylike you’re making up a playlike your imagination is the only wayWhen you try to plan ahead each step and every wordyou’re controlling creativityand that is just absurdJust picture what you wantand […]
Continue readingI am a creature of the planet
Back to the stated purpose of this blog… being a phoenix Part of me is frantic, buzzing with activity. Part of me is stuck in stillness, disturbed and unready Part of me so hungry so damn tired of waiting and the rest of me just wants to be let to sleep stop thinking, start drinking, […]
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It’s been a while since I wrote fiction; when this offered itself, I couldn’t say no. This might start a series… the characters feel strong… so nice to make stuff up again! This qualifies as a fairy tale, or perhaps magic realism. The New Person “Sweetheart, Mommy is going to have a baby.” Joey looked […]
Continue readingnew song: Wanna Bee
note: I’ve started a new blog for metaphysics… this is still my place for songs, poems and whatever. Wanna Bee I was named for the actress of the day I was always an extra in the play I thought I was dreamin,’ inside I was screamin’ And all around me, I heard people say Hey […]
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Here’s a new song lyric… Savior Now It was a dark and stormy night when i met Jesus there was a Capricorn conjunction in the sky the moon was new, but I felt old, went out walking in the cold well the tide was low, and oh, so was I I spied him with my […]
Continue readingAries Blue Moon revisited
Ah, the Aries Blue Moon gathering on Friday night… it was a lovely time, as it turned out. Sweet rather than worldshaking, connective rather than shattering. If we’re evolving, Aries is the place it will show first. And to me, it did. Cardinal fire equals initiation of the spirit. Initiation can be deeply profound, but […]
Continue readingcanada day 2010: shame, shame, shame
Oh Canada Day, my heart is aching and I feel the exact opposite of proud to be Canadian. The horror stories about the behavior of the police toward the people at the G20 keep flooding in and every one gets worse. Video, eye witness accounts, photos. And then I hear the Toronto Police Chief on […]
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Been a while since we had a poem. I found this one in a written journal (yes, I still write on paper, it’s my favourite in some ways) from a year or so ago: Free Will Breathe your breath, reprieve your death and choose your pathway through the evidence of obstacle, it’s time to find […]
Continue readingit’s a brand new baby website!
I think it’s pretty darn cute; it looks a bit like its mother (the old site, here) but way more functional and dynamic. It’s small still, but it’ll grow; my amazingly flexible website software (XSitePro) will allow me to update it easily and often, and as I learn how to use it, I’ll be able […]
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yep… it’s that time again. Time for a new website, that is. As of tomorrow, I’ll be announcing my new metaphysical arts website. This blog can revert back to its original purpose as a creative writing, crazy poetry, here I am, here’s what I’m thinking and feeling now thing. With Mars in Gemini, I require […]
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I’ve come to a momentous decision, and it’s been growing in me a long time, since I read ‘The Secret Life of Bees’ a few years ago. Having changed my name once already, I know it’s a big deal, and I apologize in advance for the inconvenience (and it is inconvenient) to my friends and […]
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